You keep trying to run away, from these things, and now that you finally have to face them; you will.

My friend, you have ran away too long, may you raise your head now with the courage you should have been given. Stop being such a coward and look them in the eyes. Learn to look at yourself as well.

This is not a letter of forgiveness, this is a demand of bravery, which you'll never possess, but at least, may you come closer. 

Enough making excuses cause you don't know yourself and then they're useless. No one must be blamed for it. So grow and choose, ready or not, no one is going to wait for you any longer and you may die tomorrow in such confusion.

So raise up, my friend, or your head in a stone spilling blood is as your body moving down at the yards; no difference, my friend. No difference.