<< Has melancholy taken you for good?
You know that I would save you if I could
Watched your laughter turn to tears
Then you vanished in thin air


I, I want you back... let's get back
Lay my weary head against your breast
Where all my troubles will be laid to rest>>


Isn't it so unfair when the choice to part is not yours? Yes, I still miss you. I think I'll miss you forever, and though the pain isn't as sharp as it used to, this cold feeling sinking down on my chest might be here for eternity. I love you. Fuck you, because I always will.

I'm sorry if I smothered you.