I have been hurt before, in this same way. Exactly in this same way. And you just decided to embody this cruel mimicking show of the Universe. Who the hell are you to do this to me? And why the hell do I care?

I have learned I don't have the capacity to control what hurts me and what doesn't. And this did. Incredibly so and much more than I expected. So we're on bad terms; we're on terrible terms; and I'm hurt again.